Complicated

Nothing seems to go right when you’re a body with my soul in it

Sent a sad song to a man who lost his love recently, dammit

What’s wrong with me?

I never can do anything the way it’s supposed to be done like normal people

Sometimes I think even God doesn’t know how to be helpful

To a girl like me

Guess I’m just too complicated for this world

Guess I’ll never belong, never be strong

‘Cause I try, make mistakes and try again

But I always end up falling in the rain

I wrote a romantic letter, tucked it in a bottle and tossed it in the ocean

Prayed for the wind to guide it to the man for which I hold this devotion

But I’m not certain anymore

If only something would appear clearly in my view like in a mirror

But then again, I’m distancing from my reflection though I stand nearer

I’m empty to the core

Guess I’m just too complicated for this world

Guess I’ll never belong, never be strong

‘Cause I try, make mistakes and try again

But I always end up falling in the rain

Cold and wet, I stand in the center of a coliseum

Strands of hair cling to my tears

Men stand with vile grins around me

Women growl when their icy eyes have found me

And I hear children applaud

Something’s not right here, everything triggered by my fear

But I don’t remember how to be who I was

One moment can ruin your life

I never got over that night

Guess I’m just too complicated for this world

Guess I’ll never belong, never be strong

‘Cause I try, make mistakes and try again

But I always end up falling in the rain

At least the sky feels my pain