Not Likely

(Intro: 

Listen,

I know I don't matter to you

I know you wonder why you're even talking to me still

But I hope you know I care for you anyway

Though you take me for granted each and every day)

Friday night and I'm curled up on the couch sittin' by the phone

Not really expecting a call from you, but I drag it on

Staring at the clock like it's the t.v., somehow it entertains me

Like a sad romance movie, damn it's gotten to me

Routine shower at this point to help myself cool down

Trying to hear the sound  of the water, but my thoughts come around

And unconsciously I'm thinking about being there with you

Speaking my mind for once, telling everything I've wanted to

How is it you don't care?

How is it I could just not be there?

How is it you'd never be aware if I disappeared

When I'm the only one who came for you?

Is it so easy to move on?

Would it matter if I'd suddenly gone?

When you didn't feel strong, do you remember

I helped you pull through?

It's not likely you do

I wrap up in the blanket and play some music to get me asleep

But the lyrics remind me of you and it makes me weep

I've changed the covers on my pillow, the cover of my life

And still you remain the same, closed me out from inside

I question what I did, blame it on my self, whatever the cause

My friends tell me it's not my fault and I guess it's really not 

But then why do you turn away from me, far away when I need you?

It's possible you simply don't recognize the pain my eyes construe

How is it you don't care?

How is it I could just not be there?

How is it you'd never be aware if I disappeared

When I'm the only one who came for you?

Is it so easy to move on?

Would it matter if I'd suddenly gone?

When you didn't feel strong, do you remember

I helped you pull through?

It's not likely you do

What hurts the most is that you don't even realize

That it's affecting me

You don't know that you're only talking about yourself

While I'm here supporting you in my prayers

Knowing if I need someone to help me, you won't be there

How?

How is it you don't care?

How is it I could just not be there?

How is it you'd never be aware if I disappeared

When I'm the only one who came for you?

Is it so easy to move on?

Would it matter if I'd suddenly gone?

When you didn't feel strong, do you remember

I helped you pull through?

(Repeat x1)

It's not likely you do, oh

It's not likely you do