Snow White

Panicked, heartbreak, slowly recovering

Standing and then falling all over again

Head over no heels, collapsing in apple peels

Oh, Snow White why did you take a bite?

Flying and soaring, horizons are beautiful

Pastels, oil paints, you made it wonderful

But storms come, harsh winds, thunders roar

And that's when you escaped grasping my core

You're running with my heart somewhere afar

I'm gasping for breath wondering where you are

Please, if you're not going to stay return it to me

How can you just stand there and watch me bleed?

Lullabies until twilight, you have an angel's voice

Prancing captivated, but did she have a choice?

Was it all a feigned expression, was anything real?

Your pretty face smiled to keep the lies concealed

Chapters make pages, every word made a story

A diary in my sweet darkness about you and me

Halfway through is blotched ink, a drop of red

Like the lips of Snow White as she lay there dead

You're running with my heart somewhere afar

I'm gasping for breath wondering where you are

Please, if you're not going to stay return it to me

How can you just stand there and watch me bleed?

Slowly losing sight 

Dizziness prevails

Tell me, will I live the night?

Pressing a palm to my chest

There's no beat, no beat

Please give my heart back to me

You're running with my heart somewhere afar

I'm gasping for breath wondering where you are

Please, if you're not going to stay return it to me

How can you just stand there and watch me bleed?

(Repeat x2)

Panicked, heartbreak, slowly recovering

Standing and then falling all over again

Head over no heels, collapsing in apple peels

Oh, Snow White why did you take a bite?

Not Likely

(Intro: 

Listen,

I know I don't matter to you

I know you wonder why you're even talking to me still

But I hope you know I care for you anyway

Though you take me for granted each and every day)

Friday night and I'm curled up on the couch sittin' by the phone

Not really expecting a call from you, but I drag it on

Staring at the clock like it's the t.v., somehow it entertains me

Like a sad romance movie, damn it's gotten to me

Routine shower at this point to help myself cool down

Trying to hear the sound  of the water, but my thoughts come around

And unconsciously I'm thinking about being there with you

Speaking my mind for once, telling everything I've wanted to

How is it you don't care?

How is it I could just not be there?

How is it you'd never be aware if I disappeared

When I'm the only one who came for you?

Is it so easy to move on?

Would it matter if I'd suddenly gone?

When you didn't feel strong, do you remember

I helped you pull through?

It's not likely you do

I wrap up in the blanket and play some music to get me asleep

But the lyrics remind me of you and it makes me weep

I've changed the covers on my pillow, the cover of my life

And still you remain the same, closed me out from inside

I question what I did, blame it on my self, whatever the cause

My friends tell me it's not my fault and I guess it's really not 

But then why do you turn away from me, far away when I need you?

It's possible you simply don't recognize the pain my eyes construe

How is it you don't care?

How is it I could just not be there?

How is it you'd never be aware if I disappeared

When I'm the only one who came for you?

Is it so easy to move on?

Would it matter if I'd suddenly gone?

When you didn't feel strong, do you remember

I helped you pull through?

It's not likely you do

What hurts the most is that you don't even realize

That it's affecting me

You don't know that you're only talking about yourself

While I'm here supporting you in my prayers

Knowing if I need someone to help me, you won't be there

How?

How is it you don't care?

How is it I could just not be there?

How is it you'd never be aware if I disappeared

When I'm the only one who came for you?

Is it so easy to move on?

Would it matter if I'd suddenly gone?

When you didn't feel strong, do you remember

I helped you pull through?

(Repeat x1)

It's not likely you do, oh

It's not likely you do

Variations of Probable

Common-place and tie-dye

Multitudes of problems unsolved

Didn’t quite get the notion

Can we grow young while time grows old?

If we can invent fairies and nymphs

And some moments are unexplained

Then let God be a truth

Can we ever appreciate without pain?

It’s all hypothetical, ooh

It’s all questionable, ooh

Variations of probable, ooh

Perhaps there's truth in the fable

In a field of yellow daisies

Summer hazes are promised sweet delights

Even if a rose never blooms

Can’t love last beyond the night?

Typicalities and new fantasies

Limitless skies for creativity

Blessing to the individual’s talent

Can’t we shine within conformity?

It’s all hypothetical, ooh

It’s all questionable, ooh

Variations of probable, ooh

Perhaps there's truth in the fable

So many marks with a history and no answers

Through experience determination discovers

I know there’s more to you than they see

So I’ll close my eyes and dream past the concrete

It’s all hypothetical, ooh

It’s all questionable, ooh

Variations of probable, ooh

Perhaps there's truth in the fable

(Repeat x1)

Variations of probable

Stormy Beach

 

Do you believe in a dream come true?

Do you believe it when they say you’ll pull through?

Could it be that they’re just feeling pity?

And you’re not falling for it now, Mr. Witty

It’s seem to be an illusion, but you’ve surpassed

Turn to the epilogue and happily ever after clearly doesn’t last

But could I be wrong, simply addicted to my past?

Maybe I’m just afraid that time’s going by too fast

Standing alone on a stormy beach

Shipwrecked by my own uncertainties

I’m lost in thought

Without tools to build my heart in whole

Some pieces are shattered, others are stole

And I’m lost in thought

In my mind I’m caught

 What is the point of going on we wonder sometimes

Why do we love those who evidently hurt our lives?

Don’t they tell you they care and disappear?

I wish I could travel back and listen to what I didn’t hear

I’ve been told a million times it’ll be better soon

When I’m sitting by the window crying to the moon

Wishing I could fly awhile attached to the string of a balloon

Is it possible I’m baffled in a self-created tycoon?

Standing alone on a stormy beach

Shipwrecked by my own uncertainties

I’m lost in thought

Without tools to build my heart in whole

Some pieces are shattered, others are stole

And I’m lost in thought

In my mind I’m caught

Oh, it’s a dangerous thing to permit the mind

This much time for thinking

Solitary moments when we’re reminiscing

Half of it is beautiful, but when you’ve lingered too long

The clouds turn grey, the sky fills with dismay

Philosophical contemplations gone disarray

So row a while and then return home or you’ll be

Standing alone on a stormy beach

Shipwrecked by my own uncertainties

I’m lost in thought

Without tools to build my heart in whole

Some pieces are shattered, others are stole

And I’m lost in thought

(Repeat x1)

In my mind I’m caught

Grown-Up World

I’m sitting in my car, staring in the rear-view mirror

How many hours has it been?

Why isn’t anything getting clearer?

She calls me and says come home, my little girl

But doesn’t she know I’m stuck in my grown-up world?

I turn the heater on, but my body’s already warm

Built up from a frenzy

Will I ever quell this burning storm?

He says, baby, I’ll be there for you, just ask

But doesn’t he understand a grown-up problem is no easy task?

Miles and miles of sitting still

Elbow pressed to the windowsill

Nothing matters, time is all I kill

Allowing my mind to go astray

I’m not sure how to fix this way

I hate the fact I’m parked here everyday

They come into my memory, arms outstretched

Step back, these responsibilities have triggered the wretched

Oh, grown-up world, grown-up world

I’d really rather be a little girl