Guilty Innocent

Guilty creature, that I am, crying so softly
Can you see my tears?
Shame is no game, like love and unlike fame
I don't why I am here

It wasn't my fault, well, at least I meant no harm
Please believe me, dears
I was panicked, I was afraid, looking for shade
Your torch lights made me queer

I apologize
See it in my eyes
I'm sorry for what neither you nor I know
I apologize
Even I am surprised
That you'd think my sincerity is a show

I stepped in shadows unprepared as usual
I thought I'd gained control
How could I have expected to appear so unprotected
And that you'd mistaken my fall?

You found a witness who equally mistrusts
Now I'm guilty innocent
I committed no crime, but in such short time
You caught me nervous and bent

I apologize
See it in my eyes
I'm sorry for what neither you nor I know
I apologize
Even I am surprised
That you'd think my sincerity is a show

I don't have proof of the truth
I wish you'd accept my word to you
I promise, oh, I promise
I lied to save my innocence

So I apologize
See it in my eyes
I'm sorry for what neither you nor I know
I apologize
Even I am surprised
That you'd think my sincerity is a show

I apologize
Oooh, I apologize
I hope we can both let go

Hurt

Had a bad day and now I want to explain
Describe all the problems that came along the way
But who’s gonna listen to a complicated girl?


We’ve all got our own issues, cried into tissues
Moments we’d say, “You broke my heart, but I miss you”
So who is this one who expects to be heard?


I’m hurt
Society, don’t you care?
Should I be the only one aware of your faults?
I’m hurt
Can’t you empathize with me?
Would you rather just let the pain be?
I should’ve known you’d do nothing for me


Changed my clothes, put on a loose sweater
Something with a hood to hide me for the better
I’ll sit here with my radio and let the polyester dry my tears


Opened my diary, but I’m not sure how to describe
What it is exactly that’s going on deep inside
Wish I had grown thick-skinned throughout the years


I’m hurt
Society, don’t you care?
Should I be the only one aware of your faults?
I’m hurt
Can’t you empathize with me?
Would you rather just let the pain be?
I should’ve known you’d do nothing for me


Tried a little caffeine, took a short nap
Closed my eyes but my dream scared me after that
Pacing back and forth, dizzy in circles
Decide to sit down and face the facts
Bear it alone, it’s the format


I’m hurt
Society, don’t you care?
Should I be the only one aware of your faults?
I’m hurt
Can’t you empathize with me?
Would you rather just let the pain be?
I should’ve known you’d do nothing for me


Had a bad day and now I want to explain
Describe all the problems that came along the way
But who’s gonna listen to a complicated girl?