Reminiscing A Mistake

Would you believe this?
I'm here again
With a bottle of vodka in my hands
Left a partly filled glass on the table beside me
It was for you, just for you

But you're not here, surprise
Tears are dancing in my eyes
And I recall those memories
Every single lie

What was I thinking to have said yes to you?
Why did I believe it when it only sounded half true?
How do I get over this without wasting more time?
Do you even care what you've done to my life?

Not sleeping too well now
Staring into the dark
Where you lay, pressing kisses to my heart
And we moved together those nights
You and I, you and I

But with winter you'd gone
I was left alone
To bear the chill of desertion in my own home
No more candles and embraces
Just me cryingWhat was I thinking to have said yes to you?
Why did I believe it when it only sounded half true?
How do I get over this without wasting more time?
Do you even care what you've done to my life?

Promised a dream, now inside I scream
I was stupid to let you this close
To give hope to my heart and then disappear
There's a hole in my chest, but you won't shed a tear
You've created a fearWhat was I thinking to have said yes to you?
Why did I believe it when it only sounded half true?
How do I get over this without wasting more time?
Do you even care what you've done to my life?
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Pass me some more wine, please
To help this sorrow ease