Heartsick

The juke box is playin’ sweet, sad songs down low

I’m sittin’ in an empty bar, my heart struck with an arrow

The bartender’s refillin’ my drink talkin’ like a hyper crow

Wish I had you with me babe, that’s something you should know

And I’ve been smokin’ cigarettes despite my promise not to

So sorry, please understand, it’s so hard to live without you

Every seat across from me is a space I save for you

But all through the night I’m talking to myself like no one should do

I would never lie about missing you

Every night I die inside for you

Wish you knew I cry because I still love you

I know we’re both imperfect

But separating makes me heartsick

Now I hear no music in this world without you

It’s three o’clock in the morning and I’m not tired at all

Unless you’re counting the days I’ve waited for your phone call

It’s been over a million years, baby, why must we stall?

Is there no way that I could fix our bond like a broken ball?

Something went wrong somewhere along the road we walked

I remember holding your hands, kissing your lips while we talked

Your smile against my skin left my heart in a pleasure shock

But what struck me most is when you jaywalked

I would never lie about missing you

Every night I die inside for you

Wish you knew I cry because I still love you

I know we’re both imperfect

But separating makes me heartsick

Now I hear no music in this world without you

I don’t hear your voice, life is soundless

I don’t see your face, flowers are colorless

I don’t feel you babe, everything’s cold

And now I’m growing old alone

(Guitar)

I would never lie about missing you

Every night I die inside for you

I would never lie about missing you

Every night I die inside for you

Wish you knew I cry because I still love you

I know we’re both imperfect

But separating makes me heartsick

Now I hear no music in this world without you

(Repeat x1)

Oh, without you

Every night I die inside