Winter mornings in California
Does that make any sense?
Gloomy days, grey sunshine
Who am I to pretend?
I lie to myself every day
Waking up with the same feeling of shame
Why did I let myself say
That I didn’t want you calling my name?
Everything in the world, every part of my life
Is upside down now, my love
Because I released you like these tears I cry
Faking a smile is just not enough
I need you here, I need you now
But this blame is all on me
Wherever you are, someway, somehow
Know that I yearn for you so deeply
Empty skies on the fourth of July
3pm as black as can be
Can’t sleep, can’t close my eyes
Without dreaming of you with me
What did I do, a damn fool
Look at me now, dysfunctional
In the heat of summer, wrapped in wool
Because I’m cold away from your candle
Everything in the world, every part of my life
Is upside down now, my love
Because I released you like these tears I cry
Faking a smile is just not enough
I need you here, I need you now
But this blame is all on me
Wherever you are, someway, somehow
Know that I yearn for you so deeply
With each rise and each fall
I wait for your presence above all
Is that your face, am I crazy?
Why in the world would you remember me?
But I hope you know despite the mistakes I made
I’m lying on the ceiling, reaching for the ground
Praying you’ll be there to catch me
‘Cause everything in the world, every part of my life
Is upside down now, my love
Because I released you like these tears I cry
Faking a smile is just not enough
I need you here, I need you now
And I don’t know what to do
Wherever you are, someway, somehow
Know that I hurt, know that I miss you
Everything in the world, every part of my life
Is upside down now, my love
Because I released you like these tears I cry
Faking a smile is just not enough
I need you here, I need you now
But this blame is all on me
Wherever you are, someway, somehow
Know that I yearn for you
Know that I’ll always love you…so deeply
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