Last Tear

These tears, you’ve seen them on my face before

Down on my knees, my wrists pressed to the floor

Begging for an exit, show me some way out

I’ve been here far too long, can’t you hear me shout?

The walls are closing in, temperature is cold

I’ve tried doing what you ask of me, as I’ve been told

But I find it so hard meeting your expectations

No matter what I do I’ll never reach those destinations

Cut me out

Let me not be a burden

Close all doubt

Be rid of me and you’ll be rid of them

I can’t take this pain no longer

There’s no way I’ll get stronger

I have one last tear to cry

Before I say goodbye

Twisting in my bed, arguing with myself

Is there really someone to save me if I ask for help?

I reach my hands, but there’s only darkness around

Just shadows of you throwing me to the ground

I’ve never known fear like I’ve grown up to see

The anger you vent, the way you blame it on me

And so I blame it on myself too taking hold of the knife

It’s more than I can bear, time to end this life

Cut me out

Let me not be a burden

Close all doubt

Be rid of me and you’ll be rid of them

I can’t take this pain no longer

There’s no way I’ll get stronger

I have one last tear to cry

Before I say goodbye

So much pain, so much aching

My whole body keeps on hurting

There’s no place to run

All the truths are undone

I’ve looked for a light, but no one’s waiting

I’m on my own in this world alone

I can fake a smile, but when I come home

You remind me how broken my heart is

And I’m back on the floor

I can’t take this, I can’t take this anymore

Cut me out

(Turn out the lights)

Let me not be a burden

Close all doubt

(All the uncertainty)

Be rid of me and you’ll be rid of them

(It never happened)

I can’t take this pain no longer

There’s no way I’ll get stronger

I have one last tear to cry

Before I say goodbye

(Before I say goodbye)

(Repeat x1)

I’ll never cry again