Made Me Die

Time has broken this spirit.
I was never meant to last.
Oh, people, how could you do this?
I'm still here, you've left so fast.

Twist the veins of my heart
and you will hear me scream.
One day you'll regret all you've done,
and that's the day you'll remember me.

I've been waiting
I've been dreaming
Nobody's heard me cry
I've been crying
I've been dying
All you did was sigh
I've been hurting
Oh, I'm aching
Still, you let me die
Oh, how could you let me die?

I slept early evening, you know,
just to please your ambitions.
Now I'm lying in this coffin all alone
while you go about your missions.

Oh, I kept quiet and tried to hide it,
the facts you were so nervous to reveal;
murder, treason. Give me a reason
I should let your deepest scars heal.

I've been waiting
I've been dreaming
Nobody's heard me cry
I've been crying
I've been dying
All you did was sigh
I've been hurting
Oh, I'm aching
Still, you let me die
Oh, how could you let me die?

Hush, you whispered evilly in my ears.
I rolled the words under my tongue,
I concealed every one of your fears.
Never did I utter the pain I was feeling
locked away in the attic above your ceiling.
Did you ever care to think while you laughed I was bleeding?
Have you wondered what I'm needing?
All those dreams, I hushed.
All those hopes, I hushed.
All those joys, I hushed.
All those giggles, I hushed.
Oh, then the pain rushed.
Then the pain rushed, ooh.
Then the pain rushed, rushed, rushed.
You pulled the trigger.

I've been waiting
(I've been waiting so long)
I've been dreaming
(Dreaming all along)
Nobody's heard me cry
(My tears, my blood red tears)
I've been crying
(Crying all night)
I've been dying
(Dying inside)
All you did was sigh
(All you did, all you did)
I've been hurting
(Hurting so deep)
Oh, I'm aching
(Aching and weeping)
Still, you let me die
(You let me, you made me)
Oh, how could you let me die?
(How could you let me, how could you let me die?)
Repeat x2

You pulled the trigger without looking once in my eyes…