Friday, September 30, 2011

It's Not About You
















Circumstance, get it right, let your inhibition go
I’m tryin’ to work it out, but you’re takin’ up the show
I need some space, this ain’t your place, move a little down
I was here first like the child says, and you’re from downtown

What is it you're gettin’ at, promiscuous boy?
Thought trains, emotional disarray, relationship employ
Well, I ain’t implying that, so step off the page
You don’t have a right taking over, this is my stage

So move out
You think you got it all, boy
Well, clue this, this is my story
Get out
You have no right to my life, boy
It’s not about you, it’s about me
And if you’re planning on staying, I’m gonna call security
Tell the world about the bad things you’ve done to me
So move away
I’m taking back my place
I don’t care where you go as long as I don’t see your face

Prepositions and your damn, dumb proposals on replay
Don’t you get it, don’t forget it, listen to what I say
No, no, I’m done, through, over and we’re split now
It’s like you don’t give a care, back beggin’ in the crowd

Gotta think clear, stay on track, but you’re pushin’ my limits
Steppin’ on my foot, say it’s an accident, there’s no sincerity in it
How do I get you to stop, get your pathetic ego to drop?
Stalkin’ me to home, business, you better get off

So move out
You think you got it all, boy
Well, clue this, this is my story
Get out
You have no right to my life, boy
It’s not about you, it’s about me
And if you’re planning on staying, I’m gonna call security
Tell the world about the bad things you’ve done to me
So move away
I’m taking back my place
I don’t care where you go as long as I don’t see your face

What makes you think you have the right
To storm into my room at night?
How do you still even know the way?
Get out of my photo shoots
You don’t need me, I don’t need you
If you want it, I’ll give you a cue, but don’t say
That you’ve been there for me
All you’ve brought is misery
Obsessively coming back to me
Get out, get away from me
Right now

Move out
You think you got it all, boy
Well, clue this, this is my story
Get out
You have no right to my life, boy
It’s not about you, it’s about me
(Repeat x1)

It’s not about you
It’s not about you
It’s not about you
It’s not, it’s not
It’s not about you

Fool

















I’m lingering in the moment
There are so many things I lament
Like standing here right in front you
And not doing what I should do

Running my fingers through your hair
Letting you blush and then touching you there
Tilting your chin up slightly
Bending down to kiss your lips lightly

But I’m a fool, oh, I’m a fool
For letting you slip away into memory
I’m a fool, babe, I’m such a fool
To not tell you when you were beside me
That I love you
That I love you
That I love you, yes I do
But I’m such, such a damn fool

I’m trying to get past the regret
Of not focusing on you, I’d fret
About things that didn’t matter at all
Like what I wore or what you’d think if I fall

What a waste of time stalling
When you walked away, I wasn’t calling
Believe me, darling, I was screaming
Inside, to see you go, I was aching

But I’m a fool, oh, I’m a fool
For letting you slip away into memory
I’m a fool, babe, I’m such a fool
To not tell you when you were beside me
That I love you
That I love you
That I love you, yes I do
But I’m such, such a damn fool

The way you smiled lit the night
The way you laughed made my life bright
And I could swear I was holding my breath
Your beauty keeping me alive
I would’ve held you close
I would’ve taken you home
I almost told you so
But I let you go

‘Cause I’m a fool, oh, I’m a fool
For letting you slip away into memory
I’m a fool, babe, I’m such a fool
To not tell you when you were beside me
That I love you
That I love you
That I love you, yes I do
But I’m such, such a damn fool
(Repeat x1)

Where are you now?
I’ll never know

Thursday, September 29, 2011

For Better And For Worse














(Girl)
It’s 3am and I’m wide awake in my bed
Got to get some sleep I know
But how do I get you outta my head?
I know what I said wasn’t right, but baby, won’t you understand
I’m going through a rough time
I do wanna be your woman

You see, life throws these complications
To be one of those, one of those jugglers
Would just build frustration
I need your patience, oh
Give me time, don’t let go
I’ll show you this is worth fighting for

‘Cause I know there will be troubling times
I know we won’t get along when we think we’re right
I know moments will be tough, and the tension tight
But when the day comes to an end we’ll hold each other in the night
I know conversations might be uneasy, some things we’ll blurt
I know now and then we’ll be kicking up the dirt
But what I’m sure of is that no matter the hurt
We’ll be there for each for better and for worse
For better and for worse

(Guy)
It’s dinner time and I’m playing with my food
The radio’s low, my stomach says eat
But I’m not in the mood
I had no reason to yell at you like that, so forgive me
You have your life too
I should support you when you tell me you’re busy

See my side, I’m stressed with expectations
I shouldn’t hide from you though
The one who shares in my affections
I need your guidance, oh
Give me time, don’t let me go
I’ll show you this is worth fighting for

‘Cause I know there will be troubling times
I know we won’t get along when we think we’re right
I know moments will be tough, and the tension tight
But when the day comes to an end we’ll hold each other in the night
I know conversations might be uneasy, some things we’ll blurt
I know now and then we’ll be kicking up the dirt
But what I’m sure of is that no matter the hurt
We’ll be there for each for better and for worse
For better and for worse

(Girl)
I’m sorry, I never meant to keep you waiting

(Guy)
Just promise me, you’re never ever thinking of leaving

(Guy & Girl)
There’s one thing I wish to assure, I love you deeply and forevermore
And if I bruise your heart, know that I didn’t try to
Push you away
Let me hold you

‘Cause I know there will be troubling times
I know we won’t get along when we think we’re right
I know moments will be tough, and the tension tight
But when the day comes to an end we’ll hold each other in the night
I know conversations might be uneasy, some things we’ll blurt
I know now and then we’ll be kicking up the dirt
But what I’m sure of is that no matter the hurt
We’ll be there for each for better and for worse
For better and for worse
(Repeat x1)

(Girl)
I need your patience, oh

(Guy)
Give me time, don’t let me go

(Girl)
I’ll show you this is worth fighting for

(Guy)
For better and for worse

(Guy and girl)
For better and for worse

Malicious Risk
















He whispers something softly in her ear

She doesn’t know him, but it couldn’t be queer
There are a thousand cases
She knows there are a million broken vases
But if she doesn’t try how will she ever fly?

He’s a fool, but she’s all he’s got
He was alone, and now he thinks he’s not
So why should anything change?
Why would his priorities need to rearrange?
If he doesn’t go, how will he ever know?

Malicious risk, how you seep
Like the venomous snake bite, you make the innocent weep
Oh, the soul unknowing, the heart ever trusting
And you shatter the smile
You’re the reason I cry a while

The mother’s face glows with joy
When her baby is born, oh, it can’t be destroyed
Someday he will cross without her hand
He can’t be dependent, she must understand
If the child is fearful, how will he be knowledgeable?

A father adores his daughter’s growth
She asks him to be there, and he swears an oath
She must attempt on her own
Though she’s shaken visibly to the bone
If she doesn’t take the step, what more will she forget?

Malicious risk, how you seep
Like the venomous snake bite, you make the innocent weep
Oh, the soul unknowing, the heart ever trusting
And you shatter the smile
You’re the reason I cry a while

Oh, she’s lying beaten on the carpet
Her blood stains from the love he promised
Oh, he’s feigning a smile, she said she’s leaving
Hiding his tears in the darkness as it’s raining
The child grew, died too soon
The daughter felt too weak to reach the moon
And this is the possible result of consequence
All at a chance’s expense
Maybe, who knows, the opposite happened

Malicious risk, how you seep
(Malicious risk, how you seep)
Like the venomous snake bite, you make the innocent weep
(Venom that makes the innocent weep)
Oh, the soul unknowing, the heart ever trusting
(Heart ever trusting)
And you shatter the smile
(And you shatter my smile)
You’re the reason I cry a while
(You’re the reason I cry a while)
(Repeat x2)

You’re the reason I cry a while

Hope For The Bad















(Girl)
There’s no reality in what you in see me
And yet, stranger, you stay close by
Open your eyes for once, something tells me you’re lost
But you say it’s me who’s paying the cost
Why?

(Guy)
I’ve been through a lot, it’s nothing I can hide
Got the scars to prove, you lose it, fuse it, your pride
On the ghetto track, started young, innocent
People shoutin’ “what the heck” and “where the hell you went”?
Well, I ain’t sure, my momma said I’m heaven-sent
Did she lie, did God despise, ‘cause now I’m like an elephant
Intimidating, but a small brain making the decisions
But I can’t pay the rent
No money, lost my honey ‘cause I didn’t stay true, no, I bent
And I know it’s wrong, it took me too long
To realize I had everything I needed, but I let it go on
The troubling times, the doubling lies, trippin’ over wine
That I couldn’t afford, but I was sly, yeah, a swine
I let my friends down when I should’ve stuck up
Should’ve been a role model to my sibs, but now they’re screwed up
Inhalin’, impalin’, wailin’, tailin’, the police are warnin’ “shut up”
But they’re crazy, damn lazy, hazy, and now they’re locked up
Can’t blame me for lookin’ in the mirror screaming “this is fudged up”

(Girl)
There’s no reality in what you in see me
And yet, stranger, you stay close by
Open your eyes for once, something tells me you’re lost
But you say it’s me who’s paying the cost
Why?

(Guy)
People say I have a chance, but why should I believe it?
I ain’t ever listened, so I don’t deserve to receive it
A frikin’ mess, yeah, I confess, mom was right, she was the best
Didn’t listen, that’s my lesson, damn, God, what a harsh test
I can’t breathe sometimes, but I haven’t earned
No, instead I’ve been lightin’ cigarettes, but inside I burn
Like Hell is turned up and over and it churns
In my stomach, oh the ache, man, wait ‘til it’s your turn
Then you’ll know what it’s like to be hatin’ on the day
Distracted, askin’ “yo, whatcha say?”
The minister of the church stands shakin’ his head
And you know if he’s got doubts, you’re afraid to be dead
Because they’re ain’t no Heaven for someone like me
Who’s done things on bad impulse shamefully
So I sit by the bed shinin’ my gun
Rubbin’ my temples, I think insanity has won

(Girl)
There’s no reality in what you in see me
And yet, stranger, you stay close by
Open your eyes for once, something tells me you’re lost
But you say it’s me who’s paying the cost
Why?

(Guy)
Why, why, why, do you stand there?
Get out of my way, don’t you interfere
I don’t need you, I don’t need them
I’m used to being on my own
What the hell you worryin’ for?
I’m used to bein’ alone
Yeah, I cry like every human being
Still I keep going as long as I am dreaming
Turn around now, it’s your own time you’re wasting
I’ve shunned you out my world, then why are you smiling?
I hear you saying

(Guy & Girl)
Oh, oh, there’s always hope
No, no, don’t you ever give up
So, so, keep lifting your chin up
I see a chance in you, I see a chance in you

(Girl)
Maybe there’s a reality in what you see in me
Thank you, stranger, for staying close by

(Guy)
Oh, oh
(Girl)
Oh, oh
(Guy)
Oh, oh
(Girl)
Oh, oh
(Repeat x1)

(Girl &Guy)
Oh